now
12 its hurt hen when your love door shuts
you never knew the pain i carry in me
nor the tears i cried that was so real
13 its hurt when your love strays afar
you never knew the pain i bear so strong
nor the tears i dropped that was so red
14 its hurt when your love is for the another one
you never knew the pain i suffer in silence
nor the tears i hide that was so almost overflowing
end
15 i hate myself for losing you
letting you go ain't easy
bearing the pain and hurt
for the lost of your departure
giving me the discourage feel
allowing myself to put it to an end
forgiving the past ain't easy
bring forth the presence to be happy
faking a smaile to laugh than to cry
maybe just a cup of ice coffee
will calm down the emotions
that i used to hide from what
its seem the hardest to be done
tell me that all are a fairytales
i hate myself for missing you
