life wasn't that easy to get by. iwas kinda struggling and suffering for the past 2 months. in and out of hospital was my worse s'pore visitation. it was lky a bad nightmare that will haunt mii for lifetime to go. didn't reali lky it. cuz' it ruined my june holis and grounded mii for homesick for abt a month. finally, i'm at the recovering stage. got a chance to say gdbye to the hell lky days.
it was terrifying to face this all alone. when, i noe that life is reaching the end soon, but yet, save frm the hell door. luckily i didn't say gdbye to the world, cuz' i haf yet to accomplish anything. i wud lky to live my life to the fullest. it was reali a big pushiment for mii to realise that life can be that fragile. it reali scared the wits out of mii. can't imagine how much pain i suffered frm tis incident.
but iwas gald i got 2 aunts ho are willing to stay by mii those days, i was in great pain. i felt very blessed that they both actuali cares so much for mii. if not for my aunt, i wud haf died frm the illness. forunately, i had her, who took mii into hospital in the nick of time. i managed to surived from tis scary incident. i believe those horrible dyas will be over soon. iw ud not nd to suffer frm it anymore. and i can get back my freedom. reali wish is all blown over.
to share something throughout my that treatment of pain and hurts. i reali thot that nothing so big fro mii to handle, till i realise i actuali got appendix. and it actuali burst. at the moment of waiting at the ward, waiting to be push into operation rm, i was so afraid, shivering in great pain. but at that moment, i felt that my grandma was back wid mii, she held my hand and told mii to be brave. everything gonna be fine, she will be wid mii throughout the operation proccess.
i was so happy to noe tat she is wid mii through all tis, even though she just left mii a few months back. looking back now as far as i haf come through, i couldn't imagine wad i had bn through, wad i haf lost and wad i haf gain. though it seem lky a long proccess, but i felt my grandma presence wid mii. even though is till do not understand why God put mii through all tis great trails, but one thing for sure, i had experienced those pain, suffering and terrifying nightmare, my grandma been through. though she gone and had left mii, but i noe she had bn watching over mii.
thank eu grandma for being my gurdian angel during tis past months. wifout eu by my side, i afraid i was not gonna pull through. truly grateful to those who lovved mii and cares for mii during that period of pains. it wud haf bn worse for mii if no one even bother abt mii or maybe even my life. praise be to God, who had saved mii frm de hell door, who had continue to healed mii and blessed mii. all lovve and credit goes to the almighty king and to my beloved aunts. lovve lots, lydia. end here.
